Why does rejection hurt so bad. Today i got rejected from unemployment because my previous place of work decided to tell them one reason as to why I was fired but they gave me another reason as to why they let me go... THIS IS BULLSHIT!!! I just don't get it.
So right now I feel like I could just MURDER someone and not think twice about it. I feel this rage deep inside that is making my blood boil and my skin crawl. I don't like to feel this way but I have since I read the letter from unemployment.
I am so PISSED I could just scream but I can't because the wife and kids are asleep, and I don't wanna wake them up. On top of this, today I accidentally tripped my daughter and put a nasty bruise on her upper lip and and left cheek. I feel like a heel for that and I also locked my keys in the van at a job interview today so I had to ask my father in law to bring my my spare key because I was such a bone head. Today was just not a good day for me and let me tell you, if I have to relive this day again, I think I will have to kill myself because there is a lot of pain in today that I don't wanna feel again.
So right now I feel like I could just MURDER someone and not think twice about it. I feel this rage deep inside that is making my blood boil and my skin crawl. I don't like to feel this way but I have since I read the letter from unemployment.
I am so PISSED I could just scream but I can't because the wife and kids are asleep, and I don't wanna wake them up. On top of this, today I accidentally tripped my daughter and put a nasty bruise on her upper lip and and left cheek. I feel like a heel for that and I also locked my keys in the van at a job interview today so I had to ask my father in law to bring my my spare key because I was such a bone head. Today was just not a good day for me and let me tell you, if I have to relive this day again, I think I will have to kill myself because there is a lot of pain in today that I don't wanna feel again.
